1st march......

its not a bad way of starting the month!!!its a monday and am at home...this doesnt happen quite often...who ever have said that 'change is good'-is actually very correct...this month my week starts from tuesday and ends on saturday...a slight change in schedule at work actually permits me to actuate one of my childhood desires-'knocking it off on mondays'....atleast i wont have that 'case of mondays' symptom...when i start the week afresh on tuesdays,people have already slogged one dreaded day at office..now thats fun...just after a few days,the table will turn..i have to slog from mondays and another lucky guy will be spared from the 'case of mondays'...now thats life for you-for us-for me!!no matter how much you crib,how much you curse you just cant change the inevitable..can you?if that could have been the case i would already have been a very happy person with the girl i love by my side and earning millions of dollars-practically impervious to any of the evils that have ever plagued this place-from AIDS to Recession.
But then,thats not the case...i am a typical slogger with enormous talent(yes,this attitude actually helps as a morale booster) and my girl left me long back!!!planning ahead f0r the day...gotto cook!!yes,i have learnt the art of cooking...i believe my recipes are as unique as it can be with the taste bud acting and reacting depending on the level of experimentation that i have successfully(at times read unsuccessfully) performed...have some pending works to complete and and ofcourse lighting up the smoke few times in between to clear the smoke out of my head..yes-i need some smoke in my lungs to clear the smoke in my head...
and ofcoz,sometimes i will think of her and will end up with another failed attempt of understanding what went wrong...the irony is you can spend all day by thinking and imagining as much as you want,but what you never know if any of them is remotely correct at all!!!
well such is life...isnt it?sachin scored a double ton in the one-dayers...it took him twenty years to achieve it,but he did it...had that been his goal,he wud have quit long back in frustation...
so its not about what we gain today or as a matter of fact what you loose....i dont believe in success,neither am i too much concerned about failures,its the learning part that fascinates me!!most of the time you learn from your mistakes,few times you dont quite understand what is supposed to be learnt,and sometimes we benevolently choose not to learn...these are the choices we make and these choices define how we live the day if not the rest of our lives...
getting confusing???yes..for me it is...gotto clear the smoke in my head..time for a break!!!time for a smoke!!!cheers guys......c u at night!!

Finally i made it!!!

there are not many people who keep things pending in this fast paced and ever increasingly dynamic world...there are not many who presses the hold button of their present and then rewind the past to resolute a thing or two for the future...i resolute,i re-resolute....i contradict,i convince,i confuse,i empathize,i sympathize.....
But precisely,let my first post begin with the enormity of the happiness that i have derived from creating this blog after postponing it for over a year now!!! i really admire the adage - 'Better late than never'...it somewhat gives a cover for my so very much adored and admired and culminated sluggishness.............
Its already 5:02 at the morning...gotto get some sleep....
Just one final thing before i wrap it up- have a great day tomorrow - 'Carpe Diem.....'
Life is too long to be under-estimated,but too short to be over-estimated....
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